Rain and School

A realization just hit me. I have a rather boring life. Day to day, I usually go to school, maybe talk with some friends or watch tv, play piano, do tons of homework, facebook, blog, and sleep. Wake up, and repeat. Wow... Yet, I love my life. It's perfect for me right now. I would like to have more excitement sometimes, but I think tests, friends, and school in general cause me enough anxiety and stress. Why throw in new stressors on top of all of that?

Making connections with people is difficult. I don't know how I ever managed through the social life in school, especially getting put in such a new environment in high school - one where I didn't know anyone. I'm really glad I chose to do Success Academy though. I finally realize how much further ahead I am than all of my friends. I don't have to waste my time taking classes I don't want to take. Instead, I get to take classes that I love and that really interest me. If upper division classes are this great, I can't wait until grad school! Hopefully I'm not speaking too soon.

Rain is a good thing. That song is very interesting... but I'm actually talking about the rain we've been having here in St. George. I'm loving the rain and hope it continues all week long! After my class today, I walked really slowly through the rain. I didn't care if I got soaked; I was enjoying the weather far too much. This was probably not the best idea, considering I had quite a ways to walk and almost froze. Advice: don't walk in the rain unless you have a jacket on or an umbrella at least. Thankfully my truck heats up relatively quickly.

Well, that's about it in my boring life. Come back soon to waste another 2 minutes of your time!

Memories...

As I look at my room, it is completely bare, except my bed, my computer, and a few scattered things on the floor. All the wall decorations are gone. The personality that has been so much a part of my life for the past 8 years... it's gone. Soon enough, the carpet will be replaced with a hard laminate flooring. My homemade desk will be replaced with a store-bought one. The blue ocean walls will soon become a tranquil green. And the ceiling will have the look of clouds. It will be the outdoors, but inside.

I'm actually really excited to have some change in my life, even if it is just redoing my room.
I was thinking about all of the changes happening in my house when I started thinking about all the changes that have been happening to me. I went through high school, made and lost friends, went to college... my life had its ups and its downs. Now, I'm graduated, I'm planning my future, and I need to be ready for whatever life throws at my doorstep.

For some odd reason, I started to think about the song, "Memory," from Cats. The memories from school started to flood over me. I remember one time sitting in my room with Tiffany, Jane, and Ashley as sophomores, discussing the most important topics of the day. I remember that someone opened my dresser drawers when I left the room for a minute, moved my books around, and started messing with little things they knew would make me mad. These were little pet peeves that now don't bother me.... as much.

Another memory just came to mind, and it was the first day of Success Academy. I was terrified. I hardly knew anyone in my class.... I'm not the best at making friends either. But, one girl in the class was sitting alone, and I sat next to her. Next thing I know, we became great friends, and from there, I became good friends with a lot of the other students in my class. We sure had a lot of fun in Success too... messing with the afternoon class, slacking off on homework until the last minute (well, I never did that, but I ended up helping those who did), our trips to Denny's, getting kicked out of class... I miss those times; the times that we were all together.

Oh how the memories keep flooding in...
I've had so many great times the past few years. I remember talking on the phone with good friends, a sleepover here and there, and listening to music while doing homework assignment after homework assignment... I've been stressed out, I've laughed, I've cried, I've lived through my teenage years and yet, I have a feeling that this is just the beginning...

I thought I knew everything to know about life. The truth is, I don't really know anything. Now, I know I have so much more to learn. I have so many more memories to create. A song just came on that I absolute love and it ... kinda fits... It has the word memory in it anyways. Keith Urban's "Making Memories of Us." Good song, then again, all of his songs are excellent.

So many changes are happening. I knew they were coming, and I guess I'm excited, but at the same time, I can't help but wonder what will happen. Even though I'm staying at home, I plan on having a great college experience. Memories are good and so is change. "Remember the past, live in the present, and fear not the future, for it doesn't exist and never shall... there is only now." One of my favorite quotes.

Anyways, I'm starting to ramble and this is becoming a really long post, so I think this will be the end.